The new year always brings a euphoria to me. Be it the gloss of newly printed calendars hung around the house waiting to be torn of their dates everyday.They are a subtle reminder that a moment will never be ours again.
There is the much anticipated calls and messages waiting to be sent and received from all loved ones.i always used to look forward to a new set of holidays and will count the festivals that fall on weekdays .
Now i am all grown up i sense a loss in Excitement of a new year.It hasn't failed to stir an anticipation from me but it falls short of what i experienced from child hood.
As i grow up a year coming to an end makes me look back and value what moments i have lost and moments to cherish.It is a painful reminder that i can never relive my childhood again and its time for me to grow up and embrace the woman in me.
I am looking forward to a year which will bring tears of joy,everlasting smiles even through hardships,for now memories re the only ones i leave behind for 2014 to hold to
